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My mood has suddenly crashed. I had a whole slew of things to get done this evening and then I left my list somewhere else and can't remember anything that was on it. And I don't even WANT to remember.

I'm feeling bad about myself, bad about the shape of the house, bad in general.

I'm hoping this is some ridiculous hormone thing and not a precursor to sickness. I've noticed that sometimes I feel despair right before I get really sick.

I am going to try to clean up some of the clutter in the house if I can get any energy worked up. Hopefully moving around will help.